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Friday right before we got totally and completely wasted.......then right after I drug myself out of the bed and got dressed, and later at what used to be java jazz

Sunday, March 25, 2001

I finally drug myself out of bed today, I have been so sick:-(.............I mean I am in need of serious lovin here, I have not been this sick in years. Because my lungs feel like someone has squeezed them till they were bruised, my head is killing me and I ache all over my body......normally when I get sick I do not complain and I do not sit down and stop everything I am doing but I haven't gotten out of bed much at all since friday night........which by the way was a blast we all really acted like total three years olds around here.......but even friday I was already feeling pretty bad. We went to this restaurant that used to be my favorite yesterday to get dinner so I would not have to cook, I say it used to be my favorite cause it was sold.......to a bunch of hillbilly freaks form here and went from java jazz which was owned by a cool as hell couple from orlando who of course you know I loved to talk to cause the guy was actually from polk city and the girl was from winter haven...............anyway u used to go in there to this old brick building and see the walls lined with bare chipped away bricks and tons of old poetry and poe stuff and a small fire place and a stage were local little groups played jazz and of course the new york cheese cake and italian fizzes and ices that were bad as hell and totally out of the norm in jefferson city.............but sadly now it is the all new "beans and taters":-( o man I could cry it is so totally ruined forever...................the other couple moved back to Orlando and now have a java jazz on I drive in which I will appear one night and tell them just how much I do not appreciate them abandoning me in this po dunk hell hole!!!!!!! I can't believe they would sell their baby to these inbred rednecks.......oops excuse me they are hillbilly's here, anyway they served salad with three tomatoes and a bunch of lettuce and called it salad, I am like hey this is not a salad, this is three tomatoes and lettuce, with no home made italian salad dressing like java jazz had, nope instead some cheap as hell poor excuse of get this now, orange italian salad dressing............man and instead of french fries with sinjin and connors burnt chicken sandwich and hamburger, they got lays potato chips............unreal......totally unreal........connor was like this sucks and I am not eating it, and I could not blame him.And then I might add the worse of all insults came,o yes you guessed it.............The Elvis impersonator began to sing I thought I would die that was the very last straw for me, I had to get out of what was left of my favorite restaurant...........
anyway we went to get ice cream which really blows my diet like it matters cause I could not even get thought the drive though with out getting out and running to the bathroom there and puking my guts out(scuse my bluntness but it is so true and so awful)...........I am very week today and very emotional and want to cry for hours cause I feel so awful........but I am going to drag myself to panther creek no matter what and walk at least walking path for the old people........even though I am not supposed to go out in the pollen till it fades away cause of my damn bronchitis and asthma, but hey I could give a crap less cause I am only 29 not 50 or even 30 and I am not gonna sit around and waste another extremely beautiful day.............so if I have to take three steps and puke I am going to walk that damn path today!..............so if I am not back tonight to do some more of this "blogging" it make be cause I am passed out on the floor of the ER with an asthma attack but damnit I will walk the path at panther creek(even if it is the old peoples path).........................see ya:-)
posted by ricki landers at 10:52 AM