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I love the moon and sunsets it is natures gift to us all............. Linkage:-) cool moon, makes u want to get naked and dance around a bonfire or something :-) this is very springy to me, and it reminds of the cades cove waterfall
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Nick....... he's so silly
Monday, March 12, 2001
wow I had a really cool weekend, nick
came to see me and we all went to gatlinburg and had a blast,
road the go-carts and the sky lift, it was too fun and totally
got my mind off everything with patch's
dad...................nick is so fun I am really glad he came
up......it is raining today even though it was really pretty
this morning, just another sign spring is around the
corner:-)..........
Thursday, March 08, 2001 my belly button is a little sore today,
not very bad but still sore................still love it though
he did a great job really................I am brain dead at this
point cause I have been really working hard today, no big deal
though I can handle it!.........................have not a clue
what I will do with my self this weekend, everyone will be gone
and I will be bored!...........Maybe I will go to a movie or
something who knows
if I don't look all that happy it is cause u feel kinda
loopy right after it is done
Wednesday, March 07, 2001 ok today was really stressful, sean
didn't show up till around 1:30 or 2 can't exactly remember
cause i was so freaked out by the fact he was not home, I guess
like 18 hours late is better than not at all though, forget the
fact that we all have new gray hairs and wrinkles cause of
it............then we find out patch's dad is dyeing, that his
dad's friend was full of crap like we thought, so we had to go
spend 400 dollars on an airline ticket today which also means he
will be gone till tuesday now, but at least he gets to see his
dad before he really goes down hill......................sooooooooooooo
when u have a day like today I think u should always do
something different at least a little different:-)
Tuesday, March 06, 2001 sean is now on his way home thank
goodness, I have to go western union him some money in a
while......I just hope he gets home safe.I know it is an awfully
long drive to make alone and I know he has had a rough couple of
days down there.And of course dee is not comeing home with him,
not that I ever thought she would.....................it is
fffffrrrreeeeeeeeezzzzzzzing here and of course I can't find my
robe, guess I will actually have to get dressed before 12 today,
which sucks:-( it's not that I am lazy it is just that I have so
much to do that I have to get dressed in intervals, you know ,
brush teeth, makes kids breakfast,brush hair, put dishes in
dishwasher,answer phone about 2 billion times while still in bra
and panties, ffffffrrrrrrreeeeeeeeezzzzzing all the while,find
clothes, get connor a snack and force him to do his work, finally
put clothes on and then have to brush the hair all over again and
wonder if I really did brush my teeth so I go brush them again, oh
and I forgot run back and forth between all this and the pc the
whole time to make sure all the ftp's are going through and no
freaks like Vinny!!!!!!! are iming me to act like pervs and then
say sorry if I offended u cause I ignore his bs the whole time(i.e.
hi sexy what r u doing, are u naked, send me a
picture.............yeah right, dork I am like 28 years younger
than u get real!!!!!) and continue on about his site, that is when
I always hit him with u need more on your site, it will only cost
u about 250. I'll do it today and send the bill right
away:-)................ Monday, March 05, 2001 yay
Monday, March 05, 2001 finally I passed completely out last night
from total exhuastion...........I feel like my old self again:-)
although still very worried about sean.He is supoosed to leave today
at noon to come home and I have not heard from him yet this
morning,margo called at 7 this morning but the stupid answering device
picked it up before I could get the phone. I am hopeing she is not
calling to say sean staid out all night with dee last
night................just want him to be safe is all, I mean I am all
for love, if she will actually come home with him and be a normal
human being then good for sean,but I have a deep feeling she will not
be coming back with him.
sean and dee last fall by the lake........she can be nice I guess just really wish she would straighten her act out, cause I love sean and don't like to see him get hurt
Sunday, March 04, 2001
I watched the clock hit 1 then 3 then creep
on to 4 this morning finally when it slowly rolled over to six the
rain sort of helped me drift off to sleep.Sean called me at 7 he was
in tampa at louis's house I was so relieved to know it. He worked his
ass off yesterday after bein awake all night cause of dee.Now I know
he will be in crack town lookin for her sorry tail by noon today I
only can hope he is ok.I wanted to cry, he got home late last night
and paced the house for a while then came in my room and said ricki I
am going to get her I can't stand it anymore, I wanted to just sit
down and cry, and beg him not to go.I knwo she is only gonna hurt him
and he may get in trouble bein in that terrible place, i mean even the
cops won't go there it is so damn bad.Anyway it drove me crazy knowin
he was driving all that way by himself and I know she will not come
back with him.she is most likely shacked up with some huge black guy
right now, who happens to have a pocket full of crack. I know she will
drain sean dry and then send him o his merry way.........I would love
to kick her ass totally, I envy margo for she has done it already
herself.............she is such a crack ho.........anyway I will be
glad when sean is back home the living room seems so empty right now.
sorry bri, but it was a long time ago promise no big deal:-) besides I am sure u r the guy she was lookin for
Saturday, March 03, 2001
ok bath room rug dress story:-)~
not too bad for just gettin up I mean I have seen worse!:-) this is what I was wearin last night.....this is for u ColliLlama member my bathroom rug dress oh yeah baby!!!! u know that night kicked ass, and the car was so parked straight!!!!!!!!!!!! Saturday, March 03, 2001 feelin quite the hottie today ....went out last
night and patch almost got in a fight with some guys...............one
of them said damn wonder if she looks that good when she wakes up in the
morning............patch was like yeah just as hot and shut the fuck
up.....they left right away.........that will always make ur head get
big lol
Scottish please get better soon I am worried about u boy;-( Friday, March 02, 2001 well mother nature has seen fit to bless us all
with rain again this morning can't really complain since it has been so
very bright and beautifull all week long.Plus the new willows desperately
need the water and they are already begining to bud so it looks like they
will be a success:-) I can not wait untill spring actually arrives and all
my flowers start to grow again I already have my whole herb garden laid
out so all I am waiting for now is it to stop freezing over some nights.We
got a brand new table and umbrella plus chairs last week and they all even
match the house......so cool,I love it when stuff just comes together like
that, anyway so now we can once again enjoy the beautiful veiw in the back
yard from the deck! Plus it really reminds me of Florida, and sometimes I
miss home really bad especially right at the end of winter.Can't wait till
dad brings the sail boat back up, I want to race in the regadas this year,
I can not wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus he said he will help me work out a
trade for sky dive lessons in Sevierville, u know they teach me and take
me up for my first two jumps, I do their page and search engine
stuff.......my dad is pretty cool sometimes :-)
Thursday, March 01, 2001
let me see ur thong......thong tha thong thong
thong thong :-)
Thursday, March 01, 2001 There's an old song that says 'lift your glasses
high, drink
u know u want to strip naked and jump in
Thursday, March 01, 2001 wow!!! I had time with the stupid shwann man
today........I mean what is his deal, he knocks and knocks when no one answers
the door don't keep knocking and ringing the door bell.He woke up Connor and I
was tryin to take a bath.Then he leaves a little note on the door sayin he
came by, no crap the whole neighborhood knows that.Then when I finally get to
the door he leaves.....whatever
thanks for all your help Nick.......u really do rulz!!!!!! Thursday, March 01, 2001 This is really cool! Saw this show today
on scientist who were searching these caves for micro organisms that cure
cancer.They were looking in the fossilized buroughs of giant ancient worms.The
buroughs were really deep in this cave and they looked almost like roots or
something off a tree streaching and reaching all throught the hollow parts of
the cave. They took the samples they cut off the fosilzed buroughs and sliced
them up and could identify what these giant worm like creatures ate hundreds of
thousands of years ago!!! The bacteria off the droppings left by them is now
being used as a cure for breast cancer.That is so damn cool......who would have
known that giant worms could cure cancer:-) |